How I know today is going to suck my ass

My Gram called in tears. Couldn't even finish a sentence. Mum took the phone. She started crying.
Yup. It's over.

The family cat who's been around for 19 frickin' years is being put down this morning.

Goodbye Cindy. 22 years is a pretty good length of time for a cat. Especially if you had to spend 10 of those livin' with me.

I fuckin' hate Mondays.

[update: turns out that Cindy actually passed away on her own at the vet's. Looks like she hung around at home until everyone could say their goodbyes. *sigh*]